2025 was The Year of The Snake, and a numerological 9 year, which symbolizes completion.
And holy-moly, It has been that for me!
A full-on completion cycle.
A karmic cleanse.
A soul-level exfoliation.
A “shed every damn thing that isn’t you anymore” kind of year.
And apparently, it wasn’t just me.
A few weeks ago in LA, I sat in a conference listening to speaker after speaker, panelist after panelist, casually mentioning things like:
“Total surrender.”
“Ego death.”
“Letting go of everything I thought I was.”
“Burning my old identity to the ground.”
And there I was, nodding aggressively like,
“SAME.”
Then I looked around and realized everyone else was nodding too.
A whole room just mutually agreeing that 2025 has been a lot.
And honestly?
It was comforting.
Because it reminded me: I am not the only one who got spiritually steamrolled this year.
The Karmic Cycles? Completed.
If you told me a year ago what I’d walk through?
I’d be a wee bit skeptical.
And yet, it all makes sense.
I closed out relationship patterns that were baked into my being for my entire life {and probably multiple lifetimes}.
I ended cycles I didn’t even know were still running.
And I confronted the sneaky places I was still abandoning myself – even though I liked to think I didn’t do that!
That alone was a whole curriculum.
Oh, and Then There Was the Ego Death
This one was the most surprising.
This year I was shown, clearly and repeatedly, that I needed to let go of many of the intuitive programs I’ve taught for years.
And listen…
I love those programs.
People’s lives change because of them.
They’ve been part of my identity.
So yes, it came with guilt.
And clinging.
And a dramatic moment (or twelve) of
“BUT THIS IS MY PURPOSEEEEE.”
Turns out, it was also my comfort zone.
And comfort zones, while cute, do not birth the next version of you.
So I let them go.
With a whole lot of resistance to wade thru, but I let them go.
(and don’t worry, my programs will continue, just with new form and intention🙏🏻🙂)
This Was a ‘Caterpillar in The Cocoon Turning To Goo’ Year
A stripping-down.
A recalibration.
A complete surrender to the mystery.
I had to learn how to tend to myself in new ways.
How to stop abandoning my own needs.
How to step into the unknown without a backup plan.
And now?
Something new is coming through.
I can feel it.
I just don’t know what it is yet, and honestly, I kind of love that.
Because if there’s one thing I do know, it’s this:
I am extremely resourced, dedicated to living an intuitive life, and built to guide others through these rebirth portals.
If you’re walking through your own shedding, your own ego death, your own “WTF is happening to my life?” moment…
Welcome to the club, friend.
There was no avoiding it this year.
So, What About You?
What have you been shedding this year?
Has it been subtle … or complete demolition?
And if you want support as you move through your own rebirth, my brand new Portal Within container is open for exactly these moments: the liminal space, the becoming, the “I’m dissolving and becoming someone new” phase.
Because you don’t have to navigate the mystery alone.
And because something incredible is coming for you, too.
In love + Curiosity,
Stacia
